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Monday, January 21, 2008

So frustrated....

David and I are just not getting along. He normally comes down here once a week, Monday night till Thursday morning. This week i'm meeting him in Richmond to drop the kids off with him instead We don't even want to be near eachother. I know if he came here we'd fight the whole time. Our relationship really comes down to location. He is living up near DC while i'm here closer to the beach. He has a stable job now making a lot of money and he will not move back. Well I refuse to move as well. After everything he put me thru why should I be the one to uproot my life to go where he's at? He should be the one to sacrifice. Is that totally selfish of me? I just don't know anymore.
I'm living in this big ugly house with my kids, which just happens to be next door to my parents. I don't own anything anymore so there is no sense of pride in anything. I hate this house. Its big and has a great layout...but it's fugly. Everything is outdated. Bathrooms as well as kitchen. Carpet is gross, floors are gross. No matter how much I clean it it always feels dirty cause it's so old and not taken care of. I work at a job that I hate. I can't stand the way its run. The managers are nice to you to your face but gossip in the office....and they never have anything positive to say to anyone...they never say good job...only tell you what you are doing wrong. None of the associates are treated with respect. I want to work somewhere else....well actually in all honesty I don't want to work at all. But if I have to work then I want to work somewhere else...but I have no clue where.
I'm just so frustrated with life, I don't know what I want or where my life is headed. I don't know how to figure it out either. I have just been going day by day, trying to make it thru and not go insane. I guess that's all I can do

Saturday, January 19, 2008

So I decided to try out blogging. I usually have alot to say or talk about so I figure why not give it a shot. My name is Jenna. I am 26yrs old, will be 27 in March. I have two wild little boys. Corbin is 7 and Landon will be 5 in a couple weeks. We live in Virginia. We have a strange living situation right now. I live in one city with my kids in a house. My husband David lives in another city in an apartment....his work brought him there. We aren't quite sure where things will take us. I have kept a journal my entire life until I had kids. So maybe this will be something I enjoy....we'll see lol.